It's so clear inside

2012-01-21T11:51:00.002+08:00

I WISH I DIDNT KNOW.

2011-05-22T12:50:00.000+08:00

Day 2

Really sad :( i realised how many friends i lost along the way.
I REALLY REALLY MISS THEM SO MUCH.
what did i exchange them with? IT WAS SUCH A STUPID CHOICE.
now even if i try, they might not come back :(
what should i do!

Closer to making my decision in deleting this blog.
Erase and start afresh!
Maybe i can get them back if i delete and create a stronger bond.
it's never too late right?

It got me thinking.
Words. Thoughts. How different words that come out of your mouth can be from your thoughts.

I strongly believe there's a monster in me.
A huge one in fact.
I could be so cruel! Even the thoughts that run in my mind kills me.
When i'm smiling or laughing, I don't even know if it's for real sometimes.
The line's so blurred. It can shock me how mean i am.

Can i wash those evil thoughts away after this week of reflecting!
Like clean my mind. haha!
Too many things clogged up in my brain!
Old stuff i gotta clean away, washing some memories, clearing up for new ones.

Sounds like some spring cleaning! I'll start working on it :)

Day 2- clean.

2011-05-21T16:43:00.003+08:00

Reflections of DAY ONEEEEEEEEE!(yesterday)

after much deep thinking!

You can have fun with almost nothing.

:) when you have people around,

fun is always there :D

you don't need fun people around.

You just need to free yourself! :)

LESSON LEARNT.

second, learning to look past your competitiveness?

Like accepting how somebody or someone do deserve something.

CO DO DESERVE GWH :) THEY SOUND NICE WHEN I REALLY BOTHERED TO FINALLY LISTEN.

third, letting go some things that already happened.

im still struggling with this though. Like why we got silver.

:( But we did our best for jubilate. What people think doesn't really matter anymore.

fourth, really weird. A feeling of i-don't-know-what. Relief with a touch of sadness?

It's like you trapped something in a bottle, and it's struggling to come out.

But you hold on desperately. And now you're gladly releasing it.

Yet you wonder if you will miss struggling to hold on to it.

Somebody explain what feeling this is :(

fifth, i feel like i was running out of time.

People desperately trying to catch the memories before time runs out.

It was sad in a way. Because you start to wonder. Where did all the time go?

NUMBER SIX.

Probably the most important.

a summary of all when i was thinking.

why do people care so much about superficial things like their looks?

Me too.

When you're trying to figure your way out, trying to find the light in the tunnel,

trying to push goodbye away,

do you think about how you look?

whether your face looks cute, or whether you're wearing the nicest shirt,

whether you look skinny enough, or whether you gained weight.

cause when you realise you're losing something so dear to you,

you just throw everything aside and run after it.

So,

day one was coool.

2011-05-19T20:41:00.002+08:00

Today makes me wonder if i tried my best for life.

It doesn't help much if i keep holding on to the past.

i'll give myself a week to think.

Maybe by then. This blog will be gone.

I need some time.

Even though no one reads it,

it holds many many many memories and thoughts of mine.

Time is what i need. Ain't so sure what i want in life.

Been holding on to the past for so long that i seem to forget what the future is.

Hmm what do i want!

I want to be a doctor or a vet :)

And own this little bungalow with a swimming pool, a purple car.

I would design every single room myself! And invite my parents to stay over if they're here in S'pore :)

I would live myself and have a few dogs and hamsters! :D

Since it's almost impossible for me to ever get married,

they would accompany me.

HAHAAHAHAH IT'S GREAT TO HAVE LITTLE FANTASIES.

i would work really really really hard to get them!

REALLY REALLY REALLY HARD~

I just need some time to filter my thoughts and adjust my goals.

goals. time. think.

2011-05-17T12:25:00.001+08:00

eye candy :)

2011-05-11T21:24:00.000+08:00

you go girl.

come on, screw my life up down left right.

yeah, you got it out of me.

are you happy now?

2011-05-08T14:42:00.000+08:00

it's not you, it's him.

2011-05-06T22:45:00.000+08:00

sigh, i look at her and think,

"I wish i could be one of those girls guys fight for. Even for just a day."

just to know how great it feels to be wanted.

2011-05-06T21:53:00.000+08:00

You only start worrying when you start having too much to lose.

I don't know what i'm losing and what i already lost.

Tell me.

2011-04-30T19:03:00.000+08:00

no i think you disgust me even more.

CAN YOU NOT BE SO ARROGANT

THE WORLD DOESNT REVOLVE AROUND YOU, BITCH.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i don't even know why you freaking bother me so much.

2011-04-29T22:15:00.000+08:00

i'm disgusted by myself.

2011-04-27T23:52:00.002+08:00

IM KILLING MY OWN CHANCES.

2011-04-24T14:43:00.001+08:00

blue.

2011-04-21T17:09:00.002+08:00

i thought it was so far, but it was just right beside me all the time.
just right beside me.
How could i have not seen it?
I must be some kind of wall.

It opened my eyes to things happening around.
There were thicker masks than i thought.
I already had one that was so thick, not expecting others to make even thicker ones.
People can really act.

Sigh, i really wanna get out of here. And there.
Suffocating me again.

2011-04-15T21:36:00.001+08:00

2011-04-14T22:22:00.001+08:00

*screams* HAHAHA.

2011-04-14T22:15:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to me! :)

HAHA.

AWESOME PEOPLE WHO MADE IT GREAT TODAY <3

don't know how i'm gonna survive without them.

smile :)

because you have every reason to.

2011-04-09T19:34:00.001+08:00

i don't like myself today :(

2011-04-09T12:32:00.003+08:00

Headache's not going away.

I ate two panadols already :(

what's wrong with me huh.

I feel so tired.

So bothered and flustered.

So fake.

SOMETHING'S WRONG D:

BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT.

MAYBE I SHOULD GO WAKE MYSELF UP ONCE MORE.

IT MIGHT BE JUST A DREAM.

2011-04-07T22:29:00.001+08:00

NO NO THAT'S NOT WHAT I MEAN.

WHAT I WANTED TO SAY YET COULDN'T WAS,

HEY I NEED HELP.

CAN YOU HELP ME? :(

2011-04-07T21:32:00.002+08:00

this is great <3

2011-04-07T21:11:00.002+08:00

lovely as the flower,

slowly drifting away.

watch the sunrise before it's gone,

catch the sunset before it's dark.

the world's cruel,

but you don't have to be.

it'a long long time ago.

you will recover.

learn to love yourself,

if not who will?

Rock the world with creations,

Run your life your own way,

Be the extraordinary one.

It's alright, don't worry,

just be yourself.

No need to please, no need to explode, no need to pretend, no need to hide.

no need to feel inferior.

For no one's going to beat you if you don't wanna let them.

2011-04-07T21:09:00.001+08:00

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

2011-04-07T20:29:00.003+08:00

sigh.

Stupid me.

hahaha!

YES YES A DREAM WHICH DIDNT HAPPEN.

TURNS OUT IM NOT THAT THICK SKINNED.

I SEE HER WHAT-THE-HELL FACE.

STUCK IN MY MIND.

aiyo.

AT LEAST I MADE MYSELF DO IT :)

DIDN'T BREAK MY PROMISE TO HER!

WHEEEE.

2011-04-05T17:16:00.004+08:00

No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no

It's too cliche
I won't say I'm in love

sigh, disney :)

2011-04-03T13:08:00.003+08:00

OH MY GOD. I SHOULDN'T BE USING THE F WORD. BUT WHAT THE F***. OH MY GOD. SCREW IT. DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN. SHITTTTTTTTTTTT. FUCK IT. AH SORRY SORRY SORRY. I SHOULDN'T BE USING IT. WHO AM I SAYING THIS TO. BUT ARGH. AM I STUPID OR AM I STUPID.

2011-03-31T20:52:00.002+08:00

I watch and watch and watch.

I want and hope and wish.

when will i have the guts to?

ARGH.

THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH DOING IT.

WHY AM I HESITATING?

Okay, i promise myself.

I will give myself a chance to try, and not be pulled back by other factors.

2011-03-30T16:24:00.002+08:00

if she's got the face, long skinny legs, curvy butt, amazing boobs,

she's your type huh?

SUPERFICIAL PEOPLE,

i have a friend who is exactly like that.

you wanna know her?

yeah, sure.

Her name's barbie.

2011-03-29T15:54:00.001+08:00

I have a reason to.

In fact i have many reasons.

but.

All i need is one reason, to destroy the rest.

2011-03-25T20:46:00.002+08:00

LET'S MOVE ON, LET'S MOVE ON.

2011-03-23T20:16:00.002+08:00

haha! I did something really weird today.

I HAVE NEVER DONE IT BEFORE.

i actually googled, "how to love yourself."

2011-03-21T19:06:00.000+08:00

The truth will speak for itself.

2011-03-17T23:45:00.002+08:00

2011-03-17T22:07:00.005+08:00

ah, everytime i think of yesterday, it's like.

Im so scared.

I couldn't have been able to live with the guilt.

I couldn't think about anything else.

I can't stand it.

One can only take so many heart attacks in a lifetime.

Erase it from my mind.

Please.

But.

i miss the kids already.

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT.

They're such an addiction.

They feel like healthy drugs.

I wanna see them now.

Let them take away the thoughts and guilt.

I can't forget his face.

Such a blur kid, but so innocent, not ready to see the world's evilness.

He looked at me with crystal clear eyes. How could i have been so careless.

My heart beating so fast, eyes frantically looking around, wanting so much to see those eyes.

Adults fleeting around, asking.

Blue cap, with winnie the pooh, wearing a white tee, fair, chinese, with a red tag.

" i have to be strong. " "I cannot, cannot lose control."

A burst of emotions.

Water gushing out from my eyes. Straight from my heart? It hurt so much.

Calming smiles, polite gestures, passing of tissues.

Desperately answering calls, hoping and hoping, please please please.

Not a single thing. More tears.

Panic. Swimming in an endless ocean.

HE"S FOUND.

Safe.

I alighted from my never-ending emotional roller coaster.

Confidence trashed, stuck with fake i'm-fine smiles, energy sucked out.

Great urges to just collapse, polite conversations, faking enthusiasm.

Tangled with torturing images, stuck in my own horror house, running from guilt.

Scared was an understatement.

Appearing oh-so-fine-i'm-totally-not-screwed-updownleftright.

Exhausting jokes.

Laughter mixed in with guilt every single time.

Back of my mind.

Awful. Running, but it's chasing.

Hiding it under a thick mask.

"It's alright" "It's not your fault, he wasn't under your care" "what's his name?"

"you're the person in charge?" "we'll find him, don't worry" "don't feel so bad"

"are you okay?"

yeah. Of course I'm fine. Everything's alright now, isn't it?

2011-03-16T00:08:00.000+08:00

i need a girl.

2011-03-12T22:41:00.003+08:00

my heart's beating so fast, i think it's exploding.

2011-03-08T22:59:00.002+08:00

i can't say no.

2011-02-28T22:46:00.001+08:00

HE OWNS A PURPLE CAR, OMG HAHAHA.

if anybody sees him, shine a light on him.

2011-02-20T12:53:00.001+08:00

I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT.

2011-02-18T15:58:00.000+08:00

SHE'S MINE.

2011-02-13T15:16:00.002+08:00

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

CA's coming :(

I have to clear my mind! :)

NO MORE NO MORE NO MORE.

WHAT HAPPENED TO WORKING HARD?!

2011-02-05T09:45:00.002+08:00

Everyone is sick :(

please do get well soon and get out of the hospital!

Being in the hospital during cny is sad :(

this CNY is so.

Ah, i can't even think properly anymore.

my hamster died too.

WHATTHESHIT.

Argh.

2011-01-31T23:16:00.001+08:00

when your heart hurts like crazy,

when your mind goes crazy,

when you do feel crazy,

that's when you know,

you care,

and might even have

fallen in love.

2011-01-23T14:51:00.001+08:00

DON'T WORRY!

i'll do it better than her! :)

2011-01-19T21:33:00.002+08:00

no matter how i see it,

it's still worth it :)

Maybe? :)

2011-01-17T15:18:00.002+08:00

Great I hate myself. I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH I THINK I CAN JUST DIE RIGHT NOW.

2011-01-16T22:09:00.001+08:00

2011-01-09T18:54:00.002+08:00

BULLSHIT.

i feel like some loser where everybody leaves behind laughing.

maybe i am :(

I care. But she doesn't. She cares, but he doesn't. He cares, but they don't.

They care, but do you?

Why can't i shout it out loud and hard, screaming my lungs out?

"I CARE, I REALLY DO, I FREAKING DO CARE. AND I DON'T KNOW WHY I DO."

because, maybe you don't.

But it's worth trying hard.

because maybe, just a small little maybe, like me,

you do, silently.

2011-01-05T21:27:00.002+08:00

i came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive.

i came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise.

TO FLY.

2011-01-04T20:30:00.001+08:00

I am screwed.

JIAWEN JIAWEN JIAWEN.

WHAT THE SHIT ARE YOU DOING?!

%^&$^*&%*&%^(*&^(&*^*&^&*(^&* MY MIND.

STOP, YOU STUPID VOICES IN MY HEAD.

I DON'T WANNA LISTEN TO YOU.

2011-01-03T17:35:00.002+08:00

i will learn to listen in class.

2011-01-02T20:05:00.003+08:00

i don't want people saying my dreams are unrealistic!

is it too late to work hard now?

IM SO SCARED!!!

:( :( :(

IT'S THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE THAT I WANT SOMETHING SO BAD.

SO MUCH MORE THAN ANYTHING.

so it feels like that.

HOW!

THE MORE I THINK, THE MORE AFRAID I AM.

i was brought up to be realistic and practical.

BUT, OBVIOUSLY I STILL NEED SOMEONE TO TELL ME I CAN DO IT.

NOT ALL GANGING UP TO TELL ME TO SET REALISTIC GOALS!!

what is realistic?!

i don't even know anymore!

you tell me it means try lowering my standards.

all i needed was, "i believe you can do it."

And not, "It's near impossible, try aiming for a lower goal"

i didn't need to hear that :(

i want my dreams to come true.

And not remain as just dreams when i look back.

and now my mind keeps saying stuff i don't wanna hear.

"look at your grades, yeah sure, you can make it -.-"

"it's too late!"

"what, you think you can?"

and my heart,

"of course you can. Why not?"

2010-12-30T18:24:00.002+08:00

Ah.

SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMS.

what the heck!

$@%$#^&%TUYFGHD$$@%$^&%^*%*^&%^&.

*covers face*

screw my head.

2010-12-29T13:05:00.002+08:00

laugh, cry, die.

HOWWWWWWWW.

SCREW IT.

WHY IS THERE SO MUCH HOMEWORK.

KILL ME. PLEASE. NOW.

ANOTHER WASTED HOLIDAY.

IM BANGING MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL.

ARGH.

I'LL FIGHT WITH YOU TO THE END.

CHIONG :)

2010-12-25T14:30:00.002+08:00

merry christmas!
:)
it's christmas again~

does anyone get the feeling that it's
just another christmas?

:/

2010-12-14T18:50:00.002+08:00

do you think,

i can ever dance with you? :)

2010-12-07T23:00:00.003+08:00

uhmmmmmmmmmmmmm,

I don't feel good. Ah.

uh huh.

I feel sick.
Fever, Flu, Stomachache, Headaches, Vomiting, Dizzy.

Yeah i wish. I feel dead. But i'm not.
AND THAT'S THE WORST PART. HAHAHA.

okay not funny. Great.
Now i'm talking to myself.

Hi jiawen,
how are you feeling today?

"not good"

yeah i wonder who's answering.
Surprise surprise.

I need some distractions.
I hate my head.

good night everyone.

sweet dreams to you, him, her, them and me.

2010-11-24T17:37:00.000+08:00

finallyyyyyy.

a new song :)

ROCKETEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

2010-11-23T19:42:00.004+08:00

:) it's a sunny day.

life is so boring nowadays.

Thus, i have become very very very bored with everyone.

I SHOULD GO SOME NATURE PARK AND VOLUNTEER TO HELPPPP!

why am i so free?

I should go out more! :)

OH YEAH HARRY POTTER WAS AWESOME.

BUT I WANT TO WATCH COMEDIES.

AND LAUGH MY HEAD OFF.

REALLY SIGH. Lalalalala.

moviemoviemoviemovie.

reminds me that i need new shoes.

AND A WATCH!!!

yes a watch :)

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

CHRISTMAS'S COMING :)

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

rudolph! haha!

i need many new things.

What should i wish for christmas then?

HEY SANTA!

2010-11-20T22:05:00.005+08:00

i need to work harderrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :(

i am slacking so much! HMMMM.

I NEED TO MOTIVATE MYSELF.

WHAT SHOULD I DO, HUH? :O

this is really random, but i think people look really nice when they smile! :)

COME TO THINK OF IT,

I NEED A HAPPY SONG :D

I don't want sad songs anymore :)

hmm, i feel so pumped up nowwww. WHEEEEEEEEEEEE MAN.

With many thanks to:

uh huh :) huhhhhhhhhhhh.

LIFE IS GETTING BORING. I haven't done anything at allllll! :( This is really sad. I need some new plans people. WHO'S FREEEEEEE?! I'm always there for popcorn, nachos, chocolate, ice cream, cheesecake, french fries, and of course, PIZZZAAAAAA.

TADA.

THIS LOOKS GOOD, DON'T YOU THINK :)

damn, a sudden craving for pizzas. Lalala. Spin spin spin. OKAY.

AND WHY DID SHE EMMA WATSON CUT HER HAIR?!!!

i don't like it at all.

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY.

SHE STILL LOOKS GOOD THOUGH, BUT. SIGH.

what should i doooooo?

hmmm, let's do something bad :)

i'm bored like hell.

UH HUH, I'LL TAKE MY TIME TO DECIDEEEEEEEEE :)

2010-11-18T00:24:00.007+08:00

just my own imagination :)

or not.

i'll try to believe :)

yeah i think i will.

i don't care if it takes forever!

someday, my dreams will come true :)

i don't believe they won't.

By then,

i swear i'll get everything i want :)

including my purple cars, my indoor swimming pool, my own gay club :)

AND YES, A CHOCOLATE FACTORY.

WILLY WONKA. HAHAHA.

Everything is edible in here!

yeah right.

Maybe i should just marry a rich guy! :D

hahaha, i wish i could.

As if they will choose to marry me.

and yes this too!

2010-11-17T10:57:00.002+08:00

LISTEN.

I ADMIT I WAS AT WRONG AT FIRST,

BUT HOW CAN THIS EVEN BE MY FAULT NOW?

so what's with your bitter heart?

Anger? Regret? Or what?

I said sorry, and i meant it then.

But this is not my fault now.

please stop it.

Or else i might mistake it for your own jealousy.

2010-11-15T19:27:00.004+08:00

I LOVE YOU.

I MISS YOU.

I LOVE YOU.

so can you please stop talking to her?

it makes me feel so...inferior.

anime characters never go wrong right?

sigh pathetic.

2010-11-14T14:31:00.003+08:00

die. dead. deaded :)

100more episodes to go~

how encouraging!

maybe it's time to differentiate between fantasy and reality.

2010-11-11T19:08:00.000+08:00

OOOOH HEAVEN IS A PLACE ON EARTH.

2010-11-09T14:54:00.003+08:00

Formspring is awesome, as always :)
*WINKS*

2010-11-08T12:07:00.002+08:00

Pretty girls are nice to look at,

don't you think so? :)

Are they normal like us?

Are they as sensitive as us?

Do they think alot?

Sometimes,

i believe pretty girls live better lives than us common, plain, average people :)

2010-11-08T12:00:00.003+08:00

Look in my eyes,

and i'll tell you,

in your face,

"i won't let you win."

2010-11-07T14:22:00.002+08:00

dear tummy,

sorry for all the butterflies.

dear pillow,

sorry for all the tears.

dear heart,

sorry for all the damage.

dear brain,

you were right.

2010-11-05T23:35:00.001+08:00

sometimes, i love being a human.

life drives you crazy.

2010-11-04T17:44:00.001+08:00

Boy:Why haven't you had a boyfriend yet?
Girl:I'm not allowed, why don't you have a girlfriend?
Boy:Cos you're not allowed to have a boyfriend yet :)

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

2010-11-04T17:23:00.003+08:00

are you happy now?

i can't find a substitute for you,

neither do i want to.

you're the unlucky one that i want.

and i'm the unlucky one to have fell.

2010-11-04T16:49:00.002+08:00

I realise,

that i like the truth :)

so please tell me the truth!

and i should really stop stalking people man.

2010-11-02T22:44:00.008+08:00

photo booth is still as exciting as ever!

haha!

2010-11-02T18:59:00.002+08:00

you run through my mind sometimes,

and i think,

where are you now?

what are you doing?

and do you ever think of me?

2010-11-02T18:44:00.001+08:00

i want to say,

but i don't know how to say it.

2010-10-31T20:42:00.002+08:00

Mmm whatcha say?
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmm whatcha say?
(Whatcha say? Whatcha say?)
Mmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is

Mmm whatcha say?
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmm whatcha say?
(Whatcha say? Whatcha say?)
Wh-wh-wh-what did she say?

whatcha say :D

2010-10-31T20:30:00.003+08:00

i hope it's true :)

there's many things my heart's hoping for,

that i don't even think it's possible :)

2010-10-30T23:49:00.001+08:00

one of the most dreaded feelings on earth,

is feeling alone.

2010-10-30T23:37:00.003+08:00

why do i keep having the feeling that

i have done something really wrong?

haha!

sigh.

i don't think there's any road to turn back to,

so i'll look ahead! :)

please stop thinking.please stop thinking.please stop thinking!

AND

here marks the start of the life of a nice quiet loner :)

2010-10-29T16:24:00.001+08:00

maybe you don't care.

maybe you do.

i hate maybes :(

2010-10-28T19:32:00.003+08:00

how right is that!

maybe i should start working really really hard for my o's.

keeps me too busy to think of other stuff.

full-time nerd!

i should have started sooner!

i have been thinking too much these days,

perhaps screwing up much stuff.

but it's a step i'm taking.

Though it might not be a right choice :)

i just need time to get used to this.

Feeling lost and very much alone.

if i told you stuff i did,

you will really really laugh!

because life is a joke :)

you might not think much,

but it really really took courage.

For me at least :)

i would love to stay the same,

and have no worries.

but fighting against truth,

is really tiring.

i know someone out there understands! :)

2010-10-28T19:16:00.003+08:00

i leave my best wishes here, for you, for anyone who walks past.

it used to mean so much to me.

but why stay when you don't belong.

2010-10-28T18:45:00.004+08:00

twirl spin zoom.

please do take care of yourself! :)

2010-10-27T22:54:00.000+08:00

it's a lovely day! :)

soon. soon.

2010-10-27T01:43:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAAHAHAHAHA.

i need time :)

seems like i got lots of it now.

2010-10-27T01:43:00.001+08:00

:) :) :)

I DON'T BELIEVE IT.

2010-10-27T01:42:00.001+08:00

i really shouldn't be doing this.
HAHAHA.

2010-10-27T01:30:00.002+08:00

i can't catch up with you.

how :(

2010-10-16T00:47:00.001+08:00

comedies rock my world :)

2010-10-08T00:14:00.001+08:00

i hate chem,
i hate chem.
i hate chem,
i hate chem.

did i mention i hate chem?

2010-10-07T23:54:00.001+08:00

baby loves to dance in the dark.

2010-10-03T21:53:00.000+08:00

i am speechless, my dear.
SPEECHLESS.

2010-09-28T20:08:00.001+08:00

cause baby,
tonight,
DJ got us falling in love againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn :)

usher can dance!

2010-09-25T14:58:00.001+08:00

once upon a time, love was genuine.

2010-09-24T22:58:00.004+08:00

i had a story for you today.

but it ended yesterday.

2010-09-23T01:51:00.000+08:00

2010-09-18T11:11:00.000+08:00

hey pretty boy.
where are you?

2010-09-17T20:08:00.003+08:00

perfect.
perfect.
perfect.
perfect.
perfect.
perfect.
prefect.
perfect.
perfect.

2010-09-15T22:26:00.002+08:00

silence my heart.
oh wait, it's not here anymore.