Posted at 8:41 PM by LAUJIAWEN 

Thursday, May 19, 2011
Today makes me wonder if i tried my best for life.
It doesn't help much if i keep holding on to the past.
:)
i'll give myself a week to think.
Maybe by then. This blog will be gone.
I need some time.
Even though no one reads it,
it holds many many many memories and thoughts of mine.
Time is what i need. Ain't so sure what i want in life.
Been holding on to the past for so long that i seem to forget what the future is.
:)
Hmm what do i want!
I want to be a doctor or a vet :)
And own this little bungalow with a swimming pool, a purple car.
I would design every single room myself! And invite my parents to stay over if they're here in S'pore :)
I would live myself and have a few dogs and hamsters! :D
Since it's almost impossible for me to ever get married,
they would accompany me.
:D
HAHAAHAHAH IT'S GREAT TO HAVE LITTLE FANTASIES.
i would work really really really hard to get them!
REALLY REALLY REALLY HARD~
I just need some time to filter my thoughts and adjust my goals.
goals. time. think.
LAUJIAWEN.