Posted at 4:43 PM by LAUJIAWEN

after much deep thinking!

You can have fun with almost nothing.

:) when you have people around,

fun is always there :D

you don't need fun people around.

You just need to free yourself! :)

LESSON LEARNT.

second, learning to look past your competitiveness?

Like accepting how somebody or someone do deserve something.

CO DO DESERVE GWH :) THEY SOUND NICE WHEN I REALLY BOTHERED TO FINALLY LISTEN.

third, letting go some things that already happened.

im still struggling with this though. Like why we got silver.

:( But we did our best for jubilate. What people think doesn't really matter anymore.

fourth, really weird. A feeling of i-don't-know-what. Relief with a touch of sadness?

It's like you trapped something in a bottle, and it's struggling to come out.

But you hold on desperately. And now you're gladly releasing it.

Yet you wonder if you will miss struggling to hold on to it.

Somebody explain what feeling this is :(

fifth, i feel like i was running out of time.

People desperately trying to catch the memories before time runs out.

It was sad in a way. Because you start to wonder. Where did all the time go?

NUMBER SIX.

Probably the most important.

a summary of all when i was thinking.

why do people care so much about superficial things like their looks?

Me too.

When you're trying to figure your way out, trying to find the light in the tunnel,

trying to push goodbye away,

do you think about how you look?

whether your face looks cute, or whether you're wearing the nicest shirt,

whether you look skinny enough, or whether you gained weight.

cause when you realise you're losing something so dear to you,

you just throw everything aside and run after it.

So,

day one was coool.