Day 2


Really sad :( i realised how many friends i lost along the way.
I REALLY REALLY MISS THEM SO MUCH.
what did i exchange them with? IT WAS SUCH A STUPID CHOICE.
now even if i try, they might not come back :(
what should i do!

Closer to making my decision in deleting this blog.
Erase and start afresh!
Maybe i can get them back if i delete and create a stronger bond.
it's never too late right?

It got me thinking.
Words. Thoughts. How different words that come out of your mouth can be from your thoughts.

I strongly believe there's a monster in me.
A huge one in fact.
I could be so cruel! Even the thoughts that run in my mind kills me.
When i'm smiling or laughing, I don't even know if it's for real sometimes.
The line's so blurred. It can shock me how mean i am.

Can i wash those evil thoughts away after this week of reflecting!
Like clean my mind. haha!
Too many things clogged up in my brain!
Old stuff i gotta clean away, washing some memories, clearing up for new ones.

Sounds like some spring cleaning! I'll start working on it :)

Day 2- clean.

you know, LAUJIAWEN! Chocolate's my medicine.