i thought it was so far, but it was just right beside me all the time.
just right beside me.
How could i have not seen it?
I must be some kind of wall.

It opened my eyes to things happening around.
There were thicker masks than i thought.
I already had one that was so thick, not expecting others to make even thicker ones.
People can really act.

Sigh, i really wanna get out of here. And there.
Suffocating me again.

you know, LAUJIAWEN! Chocolate's my medicine.