LAUJIAWEN.
Posted at 7:32 PM by LAUJIAWEN 
Thursday, October 28, 2010
how right is that!
maybe i should start working really really hard for my o's.
:)
keeps me too busy to think of other stuff.
full-time nerd!
i should have started sooner!
i have been thinking too much these days,
perhaps screwing up much stuff.
but it's a step i'm taking.
Though it might not be a right choice :)
i just need time to get used to this.
Feeling lost and very much alone.
if i told you stuff i did,
you will really really laugh!
because life is a joke :)
you might not think much,
but it really really took courage.
For me at least :)
i would love to stay the same,
and have no worries.
but fighting against truth,
is really tiring.
i know someone out there understands! :)