gah. it's going to be hell for awhile.
i don't feel that good.
wanna shut myself away from the world.
sigh.
i wish i could.

i don't even know what i need right now.
so tell me,

what exactly do i need?
to get out of this gloomy thing hanging around me.
it's been here for days.

do i wait?
but then again,
aren't i always always waiting?

you know, LAUJIAWEN! Chocolate's my medicine.