i am so tired. And i feel so stupid. Why can't i understand chemistry? when others get it so easily. I take hours just to figure out a few stupid chemical equations. HOW AM I GOING TO PASS LIKE THAT? life is so tiring. this is so going to end up an emo post.

I hate you, you are so annoying. you come and go as you wish. you want to stay, you stay. you want to go, you go. annoying as always. go away, this time, when you go, bring the memories with you. i don't want to remember a single thing the next time i see you. please. it's getting on my nerves. the way you smile at me and then turn and walk away without even a backward glance. it's just so tiring, trying to catch up with you. you are always ahead of me, running so fast, turning every once in awhile to look back and smile, encouraging me to catch up, but never stopping or slowing down for me to actually catch up. I am so tired.

do you think i should go and sleep now? maybe i am tired of emo-ing.

it's such a boring thing, to be emo.

you know, LAUJIAWEN! Chocolate's my medicine.